I do plan a lot, I get ideas for jewelry everywhere I go. Sometimes I just play with them in my mind, sometimes I doodle them in my notebook or my virtual notebook on my iPad. Some ideas balance on the edge of my knowledge and skills so I have to ponder on them a lot before executing. I have to get the different phases sorted out, create patterns and support structures and solve some design-related problems. In some cases planning is vital and bad planning usually backfires already in the early stages.
However lately I’ve been experimenting a lot – it may be caused by the new clays I’ve been testing, but I’ve also felt it has been liberating to just go and explore. Of course it is also a bit easier with bronze and steel metal clays, silver clay is so expensive compared to them that it doesn’t really allow playing with it without going bankrupt. Whatever the reason it has been fun to notice that experimenting has given me plenty of new ideas on the go. Some have appeared on a whim, some when returning to partly failed projects and trying another technique on them with the fear of failing long gone. I like this new energy it gives and the longing to experiment a lot more. But it also means that there isn’t that much control over things as it’s more difficult predict how things go when working fast and intuitively. I just have to endure the increased uncertainty. (Well, some uncertainty always exists when working with metal clay, but you get the point, right?)
Today I experimented both on a Art Clay Silver project and making a Hyperlapse video. The clip below shows me carving and connecting two silver parts to a form I found playing with the dry clay pieces. What is the way you pick for your creative projects? Planning or experimenting? I definitely like both.
The other night I was creating two simple bands of silver clay for making a pendant. These bands seemed just fine, but I wasn’t careful and I broke one of them shattering it to pieces. Destined to get the work done I cursed for my stupidity and was prepared to rehydrate the pieces as it clearly was beyond repair. Defeated I sat silent for a while stirring at my messy work bench.
Then the silence of my mind broke off as my eyes fixed on two other parts of dry clay I had created long time ago. For these two arches I first had a plan but then later realized that they were not fit for it. They had been sitting there and waiting desperately for something new to arise. I started playing with all of those pieces uniting them in various ways and inspiration struck me again. No, it was nothing spectacular but with a bit of clay paste a simple new form was born. It felt like all the pieces were there for a reason and destined to be a part of something else than what I planned all along.
This work always seems to be about not feeling good enough, failing miserably and getting caught to sudden challenges in the process of making your plans come real. Life challenges those who have the urge to create. On the path of learning this was a good little reminder. Things tend to have a life of their own and failure can be a step towards something new – if you just remember to have an open mind.
My mother tells a story of how I as a child just loved to roll tiny balls of playdough in my fingers – sometimes she could even find me in my bed fallen asleep with my precious playdough pressed tight in my hands.
Later on as a pre-teen I remember crafting a series of earrings for my mother of colourful plastic foam sheets which were a novelty at the local crafts store at the time. It felt exhilarating and new ideas just flowed in. Then the ceramics came along. I attended a ceramics workshop as a teenager and oh, how I loved the material. To be able to form clay from ideas into solid three-dimensional objects, it was fantastic and new to me. I continued at the workshop for years creating pottery and sculptures of different forms and sizes.
Then came a period when I didn’t have anything to do with ceramics. But I longed for it from time to time and leafed through some course catalogues every now and then. There never seemed to be a suitable time though. Until a few years back when I decided I wanted to take a summer course on ceramics. I went online and searched for suitable courses. I didn’t find any great ones but instead found a course for silver clay. Suddenly I remembered reading about it earlier and after giving it a bit of thought I enrolled to a weekend course.
And there it was, the incredible medium I had been waiting for years, this magic compound which could be formed like clay but turned into pure fine silver after a visit to the kiln. I was amazed and thrilled. I had to quickly learn more and before I even realized it I had enrolled myself to an Art Clay Silver Instructor course. I wanted to learn things beyond the basics and to learn them well. The course was excellent and led me to a path of continuous exploration.
What is perfect with this medium is that you always seem to be able to learn more, experiment and find new ways to work with the clay. To challenge yourself with complicated three dimensional forms and to make valuable unique pieces for yourself and others to wear. I seem to never grow tired to working with metal clay – and I really hope that I won’t either.